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Okay so I am not needing help with the weight loss right now, but I wanted to ask everyone to vote for my little girls picture! This would be a wonderful thing to win for her college fund! Thanks guys!

 Love ya!Corissa

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IT is a carb cycling diet plan. You eat alot of yummy stuff like Chicken with Pancetta and asiago, and burn fat (along with an exercise plan!) I feel full faster nd longer have less cravings and cook everything my self! I am not normally a good cook at all, so i feel accomplished! LOL! If you wanna know more message me and I can go into further details!

Loves!

I made it! I am doing the men’s health (good for anybody) TNT diet and it is amazing! Real YUMMY food and it is wonderful! Go pick it up! it really works!

Okay so I have started college online, and I workout almost everyday. I realize that I am truly a creature of habit. It is not that i hate to exercise, because I do, but after getting out of the AF and just being at home, I had no structure. Maybe that is why I did so well while I was in. I used to weight 147 right before I got pregnant again, and damn it all I WILL BE 130!!!!!!!!!!! It is nice to see my loose skin, if that makes an sense, because it means that I am getting smaller, slowly but surely!

So I started Slim fast yesterday, and today I have just been eating. I am not sure I am hungry, I am just eating. It is the week before my cycle so I think that might be my trigger, but now my tummy hurts! I am going to bed!

So most people are worried about overindulging over the holidays. I can honestly say I am not worried. Why you ask? My body is very picky and it lets me know when it does not like something, so I will be avoiding being up all night in the potty. It has been a few days on the Wellbutrin and I am slowly getting my energy up, very slowly, but it is coming back. I also saw my face in the mirror yesterday and the weight is really starting to show. Well I need to work on that then!

So First some big news I am going to college! YAY! I enrolled and start on 8 Dec for An Associates of Arts  in Health Care management with emphasis in Pharmacy Practice. Whew long title, but one day it will be mine!!

The other thing is I went to the doctors for my girly appointment and my doc is AWESOME. I was able to tell her about all the thyroid she listened and I broke down crying in front of her! I was embarassed, but she is serious about helping me, montioring my levels every month instead of just saying “your fine”. I can’t even begin to say how much that means to me. I was also put on Wellbutrin for Postpartum depression even thought my baby is almost 2!LOL she said it is leftover and can creep back up especially with the thryoid problem.I feel so much better already! Hubby and I are starting to go to the gym 4 times a week at noon and I can’t wait! He is always so motivating!  I feel like I am beginning to take control of my life again and it feels great!!!!!!

Alright so After 3 weeks one train ride and countless plane rides I am back in New Mexico! I like to visit family (even if it was for a funeral) but it is SOOOO good to be home! I am proud that I didn’t gain any weight the whole time! YEA!!! I think I will go to bed early since I have to get up early to run some errands! Will write more soon!!

LOVES!

So we are heading to a funeral on Monday. It is a blessing in disguise thought seeing as we have not been home in 2.5 years and NOONE has meet our youngest daughter. So I will be checking in not as much the next three week, but I will still be in and out and weighing in. (I will have to be strong, there will be ALOT of food!!)

Okey dokey so here is the run down. After almost a full week of, Pink eye, root canal (started anyway!),getting my thyroid rechecked, 24 bug,and the time of the month I am back! Almost full force! It sucks when I get sick I GET SICK!! All the while my husband had to take me to the Dr/Dentist and watch the girls AND go to work(he is military so he HAS to go!). He is so awesome I could write about him forever *sigh* But that is not why I am writing. It is hard to get started again even after a week, an EXTERMELY stressful one, but only a week. We are still unpacking from our PCS from Japan, so I have a TON of clothes to wash, not really because they are dirty, but because they were in a crate for 2+ months from Japan to New Mexico, so lord knows what they went thru. I have been putting it off since they are my skinny clothes and right now skinny I am not. It really hit me when the Dr put in that I was Obese as a risk factor. If I wasn’t so doped up on Vicodin I would have cried. Oh but I cried later! LOL  I have a myspace account so I can keep in touch with people for HS and the Military and I see people that have had babies and I can’t help but be mad at myself. I mean I gained and kept baby weight, and they are back to before baby weight. And I KNOW I can do it, I got down top a good weight before I got preggers again, it is jsut hard with my body working against me. No matter how much I diet and exercise, if my thyroid is outta whack, it is game over!I want to be in a good place so I can give my hubby a boy in about 2-3 years. I need to have good habits and be in good shape, and keep it that way, before we have another baby. I am just all over the place today. It’s funny sometimes you don’t know how much you need to get random stuff out until you start! LOL It is nights like this waiting for my hubby to come home or my favorite show to come on, (tuesday is Law asn order SVU, thursday is Supernatural and sunday is true blood)that it is hard to not feel lonely!! Okay well that is all for now!!!

Loves!